Friday, October 01, 2004
yeah, i felt as if i've got a load off my back.. (:
awwww. my darling just went offline to
bed.
i bet he's tired after studying one whole long day in school today!
wells. as usual, i didnt go school today.
hehe..
i stayed over at stephy's house again last night.
and as usual, i woke up late (pig)
anyways i feel as if a load was lifted up my bag after yday night.
you must be wondering why right? wells...
it's cuz i saw kelvin.
i and stephy were at bean. and he was there with he's darling and some other peeps from bukitview. saw them studying there. *ps. i still cant stand he's rambutan hair!! hahaha. =x
i caught a glimpse of them and she laid her head on he's shoulder. i was thinking if she did that on purpose to spike me..but sadly, i didnt feel anything! cuz instead, maybe cuz i was thinking that no matter what you did, i did them first and i'm proud of being the first. and sorry that you got to take my "second hand" stuffs.
i know i was mean by even thinking abt that. but sighs. i'm
sorry i just cant help it. =x
anyways Zaeid was there and he made me and stephy free drinks. (again!) sighs. althou stephy's one was kelvin's wrong drink. and i had my special Regular Vanilla Ice Blended with a cherry on top, i still feel bad for him always making and giving us free drinks..i mean i dont have special feel for him, and if this goes on..tongues will sure go wagging and minds will think that i'm "using" him. which i'm am
declaring now that
I AM NOT USING HIM! i always offer to pay. but he doesnt want my money! sighs!
anways i was smart! when he left for toilet, i quickly packed my bags and i headed to the exit and caught him outside LeeHua. i dont know where i got the courage from. but i asked him straight in the face why he blocked me..and he kind of refused to tell me. and i dont know what got into me at time that, i just put out my hand and stopped him, accidently touched he's chest. WAHAHAHA. he told me the reason. which i find very dumb of me to do that too..heehs. i asked him oif i stop my childish nonsense, will he unblock me? he said yes he will. so i made him promised and i seriously felt much better..i think i shall not proceed into specific details of what other things we chat abt. they will be a secret. HAHAHA..okays, back at stephy's house..i went online and really really saw him online. and i was really jumping for joy! hahaha. at least he kept he's promise! ;) heehs. stephy commented that i look real happy. and i guess she was right! ;) i am really relieved and stuff..
anyways i chatted to darling from 1+ to 5+ in msn to sms in the morning. heehs. we talked abt few stupid stuffs. and he asked me a pretty weird question..if my friends are getting any wrong idea abt us. cuz he's friends are. heehs. i know my friends arent. cuz they know me..and he commented abt he's friend saying that it's very unlike him to talk on msn, sms with gurls. hahaha. i was abit happy hearing them. but nah..not yet..heehs. (: time havent ripe for us yet..hehheh.. =x but we'll see how as things go..i'm also blogging now after he left for
bed..i think he was pretty tired. i tried giving him morning call at 8 this morning..but i think he was too tired till he couldnt hear the phone ring..but he msged me when he got up. awwww. so sweet right? hehehe.
ahhh! i'm tired too. cant think of anymore thing to blog le. so i'll end here. gdnight to you, gdnight to darling. (:
ilovemydarlings! ;)
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