Saturday, March 05, 2005
down.
sigh.
i am feeling down and depressed..
i dont know what exactly made me like that.
i guess since Major onwards.
my mood just went hay-wire/topsy-turvy.
darling just left my house not long.
i held him and cried.
now my eyes feels swollen.
sigh.
i just feel like everything's turning out bad!
real bad.
as if i woke up from the wrong side of bed every morning.
yeah i may smile in school, with you.
but when night falls.
i cant help by cry..
i know only i can help myself.
but my brain is just STUBBORN!
sigh.
sorry darling.
i know i'm causing everything to be down.
sigh.
i feel so pathetic!
anyways my dad will be coming back from China tmr.
(or should i say later)
cant make it for dinner with him.
going to Suntec to watch Cia's (darling's sis) dance performance.
i wanna eat NYDC!
i wanna use my DEBIT CARD!
ooh did i tell you?
i just got my debit card..
but sigh. guess i aint using it anyways..
sigh.
is it me? or is it everybody.
plans get disturbed..
plans dont go the way i want them to..
things go the bad way..
emotions go out of control..
is someone playing some joke on me?
sigh.
i'm sorry darling.
it's not that i dont wannt tell or share.
but i dont know what to say.
i'm like this.
i'm stubborn!
sorry..
please! take all these unhappiness go away!
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