Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Bukit Batok Nature Park's Hill
after all the commotion on the afternoon, darling came over to find me again at night and drove us to our lao di fang(Bukit Batok Nature Park's Hill). we didnt talk much, but more or less find things laughed abt.
honestly, i didnt know what came into me that afternoon. i'm sorry if i was too much. i admit that i almost wanted to breakup with you. but i couldnt bring myself to say it out either..i really love you alot! i just want to hang on with you. no matter what problems that are in our way, i dont want them to affect us. all i want is to be with you..i know i'm the worst person to be with now, but i really want to apologise.
dont give up on me, cuz i wont give up on you..i'm sorry if i dont open to you much..but how do you expect me to tell you some things? i dont have to spell them out here, i'm sure you know what i'm refering too.....
i can cry to remove the pain, but i just have no way to forget it. i'm sorry..help me out will you? dont raise your voice at me, dont blame me for feeling this way-i cant help it, but stay by my side. i will neva forgive myself if i'll ever lose you!
loads of love and apologises.
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12:30 AM