Thursday, February 09, 2006
i wanna be a living testimony for YOU!
yes Lord, i wanna be a living testimony for YOU! (:i have this amazing thing to tell everyone!i felt God's presence and i was touch by Him.Now....i feel REFRESHED! (:this was what happened:on Sunday's morning service, someone shared a testimony of how her father accepted christ from being a medium(spell?) for 50+ years. then i felt God prompting to me to share my personal testimony too.i actually back-slided alot from my Christian walk..or maybe i shouldnt even consider my past walk with God a "christian walk"..i thought that i could do things on my own. but until lately when i was too caught up with all the projs and test, i felt like i was sinking non-stop into quick sand and i almost got into depression. then i got to know a friend, Felicia, from my course. we got to know each other better though csp's proj. we talked alot about God when we were tog doing proj..that was when i felt God working though her to draw me back to Him. and that was when i started to cast all my burdens upon Him and trust that He will carry me though. God not only extended my csp proj, he also gave me the strength to carry on.. ((: and i believe that God can do miracles only if you believe! i am glad that God didnt give up on me. (this shows how forgiving and loving He is to me, just like a magnanimous Father forgiving a naughty child time and time again.) and i want to be a living testmony for HIM! AMEN?!that was roughly what i shared before i lead worship.and when i lead worship on Sunday, i could feel God's presence filling the whole Youth room!almost everyone was closing their eyes, raising up their hands..as if yearning for God's touch..for that moment..i could feel peace in my heartand i felt God filling up the God-shaped emptiness in me that was hollow for as far as i can remember.i didnt feel myself leading worship.but it was the Holy Spirit leading me and His people into worship..wow! this special feeling is beautiful beyond description..too marvelous for words..too wonderful for comprehension..like nothing ever seen or heard..and finally..
i'm done with my projs..
now all i'm left is exams which are coming up!
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alright. i wanna talk a break of my studies to play SIMS2 now. heh..
dont stop coming to my blog peeps!
so long..farewell..its time to say "goodbye" (:
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