i just heard a sermon about God and Devil just recently on Sunday. and i really think that it's true. as both vt and i were getting more involved in God's work, drawing closer to Him. the devil is there watching, waiting for every single chance to tempt us. the higher you go, the more devil would try to tempt you. when i decided to start a new life in God; when vt was taking up leadership, devil was there. and i'm really sad to say he kinda succeeded.

i believe that God will overcome evil as how light will always overcome darkenss. what's done is already done. we'll take this as a lesson from God and start life anew, afresh. and i pray that God will give us the strength to go on from here. i know one day i'll be a living testimonial for Him and this is not my world, i'm not on earth for my own purpose, but to GLORIFY His name. Amen! :)

anyways the weekend was fun! had girls night in for both fri and sat night! heh heh. althou i barely slept more than 6 hours over the weekend, i think that for the sake of the fun, it was really worth it! i sincerely hope all of you individual enjoyed yourselves. :) and ooh, i got to know of a new friend much better, Candice (she's also a Leong. heh). i'm amazed how we managed to clique the first time we actually interacted. :) no offence, but i really envy her happiness, her contagious laughter. haha. i guess our characters also cliqued in a way. i know i kinda disappointed her, but then i'll just take this chance to grow in God together with her. i too pray that the Lord would bless this friendsthip and not stop using me as an instrument.

as for him, he didnt contact me at all. i'm kinda sad. i already saw this coming but i'm a human after all and i've got feelings. so i guess i really ought to let go. for those who still do not understand it, picture this: all of our lifes are just like a glass bottle. as everyday passes, a layer of life would be added into the glass bottle. all the feelings i had for you years ago already settled, packed down under layers and layers of other things in my life. but all you had to do was just to take a stirrer and stir my bottle of life. and you already jumbled my life. "if you love someone, you should let him/her go. if he/she is yours, they'll come back". this is what i'm gonna do! hard as it sounds, but i believe i can do it with the help of God! :)