Tuesday, May 16, 2006
please, i beg you. tell me that everything is just a lie!
i'll be lying if i say i'm alright. i'll be lying if i say i'm fine. i'll be lying if i say i'm happy. i'll be lying if i say that i've forgotten about you. how i wish you can look into my eyes and tell me that everything was just a total lie. at least i can get over it faster and least painful. yea i know you're avoiding it, teach me too how to avoid everything. how to be so cold to all the emotions going in between you and i. every millisecond a World War III is in progress between my mind and my heart. sigh. my mind is all jumbled and blured, but why does the image of you remain so clear? so many whys in my head not a single answer to them. this is getting out of hand! work seems impossible, appetite seems lost and everything seems to lost its colour to it.
i've just fell hard and collided. i need to get myself up. and i need to do that quick and fast! if not i wouldnt be ready for the next round of colliding with you. sigh.
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12:17 PM