Tuesday, June 06, 2006
why does love have to be.................
ooh yday i had official half day off from work due to the pc show! heh! on my way home i was watching the TV Mobile and i saw this advertisement for Desperate Housewives: "Why does love have to be so complex, so confusing, so demanding?" and it kinda caught my attention. i guess that is what everyone's impression of love is and no one has the perfect answer to it. i dont deny i feel that way too. but i guess its what everyone have to go through. :)
okay finally i'm back to blogging once again! i was so busy with the pc show since last thurs till sun till i havent had the time to eat and rest well. the working hours were from 1030 all the way to 8+/9. we were only allowed one packet food to eat. and our meal times were jumbled up too. so most of the time i was hungry but couldnt walk away to eat. anyways if i look on the bright side, its pretty good. this way i can go on diet! haha. but i think this is seriously bad! yday i only had a bowl of some hot barley desert and it lasted me the whole day! up till now i'm not feeling hungry either. :/
the pc show was actually quite fun, got to meet alot of different customers. :) most of them were nice! heh heh. but the main thing is that i managed to see him. but too bad both of us were too busy to walk away for dinner. and i've thought it through, i'm really gonna give it up for good. some how or rather, i realised that they arent real feelings. something like rebound or contemporary pleasure or lust. i guess what's meant to be, will be. if i were to walk away from it now and if we would come back to the same place where we once were, i know what i should feel and trust. but for now, no way! i'm not gonna trust my heart. :)
okay, back to my work! :)
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